As a firefighter I have some very conflicted thoughts on this anniversary of the September 11th attacks. At the time of the attacks I had just started the process of becoming a volunteer firefighter here in Cumberland. My background check had not been completed, and I hadn't started training and going on runs. I most definitely did not feel like a firefighter, and barely knew the few people on the department I'd met. For me, it may have been the actions of those men we all watched on CNN that gave me the final push to get going. Taking part in the ceremonies that followed, listening to the speeches, and hearing the reaction of the men I was learning from gave me the feeling of an outsider privy to a very private picture.
Some of you know that each month at our supper meetings we stand and honor each firefighter fatality in the course of that month anywhere in the country. We listen to their name, their age, their rank, and the cause of death. Sometimes we are reminded by this of our need for caution, safety, or exercise. Sometimes we are simply humbled by the actions of these men.
Today marks two years since the attacks, and in many respects the act of rebuilding has gone amazingly well. In other respects, we're only just waking up to what was lost. As you go through this day and the rest of the week take some time to think about firefighters and police, the rescue workers, and the families who have suffered direct loss. Think also, however, on the loss of rights and liberties and the potential for suffering that may come as a result. Think also of the thousands held in off-shore prisons run by our military and supposedly "not subject to the jurisdiction" of either world courts or our own. Think also about detainees being denied right to council. Think also about how the budget for "secret" projects within our government continues to skyrocket.
The men and women who died for your freedom and liberties did not die so that you could abdicate that freedom or those rights.
I started this missive saying as the aftermath of September 11th was being dealt with, I did not feel like a firefighter. Today I do. I've trained, I've risked, and I've worked to be part of that community. I'm no hero. I'm not even a very good firefighter yet. But this I will tell you: I will willingly risk myself to save you, if I believe it can help. I will do it knowing the risk I take. In return, I ask only that you do not abdicate the power you have in your own life to make things better for the people around you.
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